You have called forward this message as an indicator that you are currently making your decisions from a conscious rational space that is embedded in fear and from a limited perspective that does not include emotional feedback and true desire which will create a cyclical loop until you break free of the limited perspective where you are presented with the same 'choices' under different guises. When you make decisions from this space, you are unable to align to the things you really wish to manifest as they exist in a completely different reality to the one you are currently aligning with. Ask yourself what is making you feel fearful at the potential fallout of not following strict logical instructions and allow your mind the space to speak and tell you its fears. Once this has been exhausted, give yourself permission to call forward your deepest desires and then feel how the emotional body responds when you bring in the current 'decision' you are faced with and feel whether they operate from the same space. If the answer is no, take a deep breath and ask the universe for another potential choice to be unveiled that aligns directly with your desires and take action on that desire, even if your mind fights against it. The attempts to saotage moving in the direction of your desires is because you are breaking a pattern that the mind has no previous reference point for how to approach it and so tries to solve this break in the chain and the choice to do something differently, by triggering a fear response in you to deter you. Once you understand that this is how the mind operates when it comes to growth and breaking patterns, you can allow it the space to act out without responding and push forward anyway.